Code name: GOD


Disclaimer: Wisden Cricketers’ Almanack (2002) may have placed Tendulkar behind the great Bradman (as second greatest Test match batsman of all time) & behind the just as great Richards (as the second greatest O.D.I. batsman of all time), but I firmly believe that comparisons across generations and/or eras is, apart from being unfair to all parties involved, an exercise in futility – far too many variables have changed, & will inevitably keep changing, in this great game of ours to provide a level playing field for all of them. (Yes, the pun is intended) There are thus no comparative references to batsmen from other eras in this article.


And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.” – Genesis 1:3

And then, indeed, there was light. Coming from the old Videocon TV, my uncle’s most prized possession, that sat grumpily atop the only table in his room. My curiosity piqued by the pale incandescence & excited voices that seemed to be spilling out from therein, I remember having peeped into his room on that fateful February evening. An eerie yellowish glow engulfed kakumoni as he sat in near-darkness, so enthralled by the grainy telecast as to be completely unaware of his nephew having stolen a march on him. Calcutta’s typically brief winter had left barely a few days ago, & neither the oppressive heat nor the notorious humidity had really settled in yet. Which is why it had appeared rather strange that even though the ceiling fan was going at what had looked like full speed, kakumoni looked positively anxious sitting right underneath the screeching blades. My father had only recently deemed it fit for me, his 8-year-old son, to watch television (under adult supervision of course); even then, all I knew of the magic world of the idiot box were Duck Tales, TaleSpin and the like on DoorDarshan. Kakumoni, I could see, was definitely not watching cartoons, so I had walked up to him & enquired as to what it was. “Cricket,” he had said, ruffling my hair with a patronizing air. “India... we are playing Australia... see those people in the yellow clothes? They’re the Australian team. Our players are in blue, see?” For me, a child of average intelligence who had never been exposed to sport on TV, all of this was already far too much to grasp. And yet, at that very moment, the gently curving screen of the television seemed to be filled by the face of a man wearing a navy blue helmet, with some numbers written in yellow at the bottom of the display. “And that...” said kakumoni with great flourish, “is Sachin Tendulkar. He is the best player we have, perhaps one of the five best players in the world right now.” A child’s uncomprehending eyes had settled on the face on the screen, the face of a man who seemed younger than his kakumoni, & whom the voices from inside the TV seemed to be praising. The face stuck, kakumoni made sure I watched all the remaining of India’s matches in the Wills World Cup ’96 & to me the game of cricket had a face forever.


What has followed through the 17 odd years post that is that the little man from Mumbai has gone on to own most of the batting records that are worth owning. What has followed is that I have hoped against hope that every match featuring Sachin be day-and-night, with India batting second, so that school hours wouldn’t take away the pleasure of watching him bat. What has followed is that, under the pretext of bathroom breaks during regular classes, I have invariably turned up in the school Physics laboratory to listen to the radio commentary during his presence at the crease. What has followed is countless hours of shadow practice inside the safe confines of our Calcutta house, envisioning how it would be to hit a straight drive as straight as Sachin. What has followed is that I was present on Days 1, 3, 4 & 5 of that epic Kolkata Test match of 2001, watching live as Sachin scalped Hayden & Gilchrist on the euphoric fifth day. What has followed is that I have bunked UnderGrad classes to stay home & admire his prowess, each shot even crisper on our new LCD TV. What has followed is using a friend’s ‘connections’ in the Delhi Police to watch Mumbai Indians v/s Delhi Daredevils at the Feroze Shah Kotla. What has followed is fighting for a seat in the PostGrad hostel common room during every ICC World Cup 2011 match. What has followed is a growing dependence on ESPNcricinfo as corporate life & the Bombay traffic have made it next to impossible to watch him on TV. What has followed is, simply put, history. My personal history with the one cricketer who transcended the boundaries of time & space, my personal history with the batsman who transported me into a world where he was the Alpha & the Omega, the Yin & the Yang, my personal history with the man I openly worship. What has followed is my personal history with a cricketing God.


Was he truly the greatest batsman of this generation? Ponting, Lara, Dravid, Kallis must be pardoned for raising their eyebrows. Was he, then, the greatest batsman that India has produced since Gavaskar? Most likely, although Dravid & Ganguly have outshone him from time to time. Was he the most dependable batsman ever, the most consistent? It would be a shame to overlook Dravid, Kallis, Inzamam, Andy Flower, Jayawardene, Steve Waugh. Was he the most complete batsman among those that played alongside him? Yes, a thousand times yes.

Think of your batting line-up. With sound technique, Dravid, Jayawardene, Amla would pick themselves & then pick the gaps. The power of Sehwag, Jayasuriya, Hayden, Gayle would make you reach for the skies & beyond. The solidity of Kallis, Mike Hussey would make them almost indispensable sheet-anchors. Try as you might, you couldn’t possibly find better timers of the cricket ball than Ganguly, Anwar, Ponting, De Silva. Elegance, thy names would be Laxman, Lara, Mark Waugh, Astle. For grit, you would find perfect specimens in Steve Waugh, Andy Flower, Cronje. Dhoni, Gilchrist, Cairns, De Villiers would give you those periods of sheer breathtaking brilliance. The flamboyance of Klusener, Pietersen, Afridi would grab you the headlines. But if you had to close your eyes and think of the one batsman who came the closest to being all of them, at one time or another and sometimes all at once, nine-and-a-half-times out of ten Tendulkar had to be your man.

Manu Joseph, the current editor of the OPEN magazine & a columnist for The International New York Times, had once written for one of the greatest tennis players of all time – “In a way, Federer is like a good novel – it does not try to achieve genius in every line, that would be amateurish; it is unafraid of the lull, accepts the importance of the ordinary, and then there is a sudden moment of greatness.” You could replace the tennis legend with our home-grown hero, and you wouldn’t be even an inch off the mark. Genius, after all, extends beyond the boundaries of the sporting discipline; it is timeless, it is exacting, it is enduring & it is ultimately unforgettable. Genius is Federer, genius is Schumacher, genius is Zidane. Genius was, is & always will be Tendulkar.

I’ve often wondered, as I’m sure thousands of us have, how it must feel to be Tendulkar. No, not the Tendulkar who collected thirteen coins from his coach Ramakant Achrekar for the sheer determination of not losing his wicket. Not the Tendulkar who was involved in the unbroken 600+ partnership with Kambli. Not the Tendulkar whose 16-year-old nose was bloodied by Waqar. Not the Tendulkar who obliterated Fleming-Kaprowicz-Warne at Sharjah. Not the Tendulkar who scored a World Cup century just days after his father had passed away. Not the Tendulkar who had to take a lap around the field with to pacify the Calcutta crowd in ’99. Not the Tendulkar who played the paddle sweep with as much finesse as he did the booming straight drive. Not the Tendulkar who carved Shoaib Akhtar for that downright audacious six over point at Centurion. Not the Tendulkar who bowled Moin Khan with the last delivery of the day. Not the Tendulkar who gave Brad Hogg the signed match ball & promised not to get out to him ever again. Not the Tendulkar with an astronomical batting average at the Sydney Cricket Ground, featuring an unconquered 241 that was without a single drive through the offside. Not the Tendulkar who was one of the very few batsmen who consistently got the better of Australia. Not the Tendulkar who proposed the name of M. S. Dhoni as next India captain when Dravid made it known that he wished to discontinue in the post. Not the Tendulkar who threw that defiant punch after the unbeaten century in the first final of the CB series. Not the Tendulkar who hammered the Kiwis into submission with the whirlwind 163 at Christchurch. Not the Tendulkar who was chaired all around the field by his teammates after India won the ICC World Cup 2011. Not the Tendulkar who was instrumental is recalling Ian Bell after that controversial run-out during the nightmare English tour. Not the Tendulkar who has thousands of people thronging to catch a first-hand glimpse of him wherever he goes, be it Wankhede or Wimbledon. Not the Tendulkar who has been awarded the Bharat Ratna, the Rajiv Gandhi Khel Ratna & the Padma Vibushan awards. Not the Tendulkar who is the face of more than fifteen top brands & earns a staggering amount just from endorsements.

I’ve wondered how it must have felt to be the Tendulkar who waged a lone battle against Sri Lanka in that now-infamous Wills World Cup Semi Final at the Eden Gardens in 1996. The Tendulkar who battled back spasm & Saqlain-on-a-square-turner in Chennai in 1999, only to see the last three wickets fall for 4 runs. The Tendulkar who scored an aggregate of 8 runs in four Test innings in the West Indies in 2002. The Tendulkar whose batting average falls to a shade above 40 in the second innings of Test matches & further to just above 35 in fourth innings. The Tendulkar who won the Man of the Series of the ICC World Cup 2003, but saw Ponting’s men romp home with the crowning glory. The Tendulkar who was denied a double century at Multan with Dravid declaring the innings with him on 194 not out. The Tendulkar who saw his valiant 141 at Rawalpindi go in vain, as India fell short by 12 runs. The Tendulkar who has been dismissed between the scores of 90 & 100 a startling 27 times in his career, most often to seemingly innocuous deliveries. The Tendulkar who slowly yet undeniably moved away from the full-blooded hooks & the pulls to the dabs into the outfield. The Tendulkar who defended teammate Harbhajan Singh during the Monkeygate episode. The Tendulkar who whacked Australia to all parts of Hyderabad in a master class of 175 runs, only to stare in disbelief as India failed to chase down the 19 runs required after he was dismissed. The Tendulkar who sent the Proteas’ much-vaunted bowling attack in the world on a serious leather chase at Nagpur during the ICC World Cup 2011 only for India to first lose their last 8 wickets for less than 30 and then eventually the match. The Tendulkar who has not managed to register a significant score in either of the two World Cup finals he has played in. The Tendulkar who scored his landmark 100th international century at Mirpur & watched India lose their way against Bangladesh.

I’ve wondered how it would feel to be a man who has gone on plying his trade for years & years & years, simply because he knew no other way. It must be an obsession, nothing short of insanity, sheer madness, obsession with an insanity far beyond madness. How could one man keep giving it his all & more every time he stepped out onto the field? How could he keep his feet on the ground when the press was intent on claiming copyright to his every word, when experts all over the world were simultaneously orgasming at the fatalistic divineness of his shot making, when every young kid with a bat in his hand in every match of gully-cricket in every corner of India was invariably masquerading as him in every follow-through? How could he keep his head above the ground when the same press was repeatedly writing him off as a washed-up has-been way past his sell-by date, when the past greats periodically started finding multiple gaping holes in his previously flawless technique, when the new generation kids left behind his timing & placement & moved on to the pyrotechnics of the Sehwags, the Yuvrajs, the Dhonis? How could he get into his battle gear out day-in day-out and perform for us, the people who more often than not did not understand the subtleties of pitch & match conditions? How could he keep us content, the rabble who expected him to break records every innings? How could he still raise his bat in acknowledgment to us, the masses who stubbornly refused to understand the toll of time on his body & mind? How could he always have a smile of gratitude for us, the mob that always demanded more & more? If he gave us a century, we roared in approval; when he missed out, our silence was deafening. And yet he kept going.. and, wonder of wonders, in an eternal pursuit of becoming even better. Was it the money? No, Tendulkar accumulated much more than enough a long, long time back. Was it the fame? Well, all men covet fame, but Tendulkar has rarely played to the gallery; besides, he has long since become the face of Indian sport. Was it love for the game itself? What else could it be  a love un-encompassed by Mills & Boon romances & Shakespeare’s sonnets, a love that is testimony to the joy he always derived from it, a love that always made us want to believe that cricket was a clean sport.

The legend of Tendulkar is not the meticulous quest for perfection, not a refusal to settle for anything less. It is not austere levels of discipline. It is not an unwillingness to give up. It is not unflinching perseverance. It is not the art of sustained excellence. It is not a lesson in remaining in the present, it is not about your best forward for the entire team. It is not about actions speaking louder than words. It is not humility, it is not longevity. It is all of these. But, above everything else, the legend of Tendulkar is one man’s unconditional love for a sport to which he gave back just as much as it gave him.

So what if one of the greatest batsmen the world has ever seen did not get to 20,000 O.D.I. runs? So what if he will not achieve the mark in Test cricket either? So what if he did not get his 50th ODI century? So what if he will almost inevitably not have a Test match triple? So what if the elusive Test match hundred at Lords’ is destined to always be missing from his CV? So what if the many who wanted him to roll back the years and still be around when the 2015 ICC World Cup came around were disheartened on the 23rd of December last year? So what if the multitude who wished to see him have one last great away Test series will now have to be satisfied with replays? So what if the growing number of voices calling for his head rejoice at seeing him go? So what if cricket will never be the same again? Life is not meant to be perfect, and for so many of us, Tendulkar has been just that.

It is strange to think  no, to know  that his name will never again appear on a scorecard for India. The great composer he was named after went into a coma after rehearsing for a song that went “Badi sooni-sooni hain yeh zindagi...”; it must be apt that Sachin Tendulkar has left the cricket world a much emptier place.

The die has been cast for that one final time. The moving finger has writ; the magic willow has sung farewell. Hannibal has crossed the Alps. The tri-colour curtain has respectfully been parted; the door is open, looking out into a glorious sunset.. The Maestro stands at the doorstep, looking back over his shoulder at all of us, the mesmerized audience to his nonpareil genius, with the last of the rays shining off his bangle, the undimmed brightness in his eyes and the boyish smile playing on his lips..

Yeh khel aaj jisey aap
ek loot chuki manzil pe sulaake chale gayein..
aapke badan ki chhoti-badi nason mein jo harr lamha machalta thah..
aapke lafzon mein subah-shaam din-raat dhalta thah..
aapki harr muskurahat, harr aansoon mein kuchh kahee-ankahee tamanna likh jaata thah.. 
Yeh khel, jaane kitni sadiyon se yun hi shaklen badal raha hain..
Vipaksh k badalte shaklon, badalte rangon mein.. bas ek hi atut khiladi, iraado se pakka..
jo harr ghadi naam thah aapka..
Isi se saara  pagalpan thah , isi se roshan thah harr nazara..
Hum aapko sitara kahein, baazigar kahein, ya khuda kahein -
sach toh yeh hain ki aapke balle se leke hamare dilon tak thah khel sara..
Yeh khel hoga nahin dobara.. yeh khel hoga nahin dobara...


If they ever tell my story, let them say I beheld one man standing up to the raging fury of a sand storm, unperturbed, silent, focused. Let them say I grew up in the time of a man who carried the expectations of an entire nation. Let them say I witnessed the moment when a batsman got to the improbable number of 100 international centuries. Let them say I was screaming myself hoarse when the first double hundred was scored in an ODI. Let them say I knelt down & touched the ground in front of his house. Let them say I breathed in the aura of the man who was a hero to a billion Indians. Let them say I lived in the age of Tendulkar.

The immortal Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar, ladies & gentlemen! Thank you for all the memories. I think I can let the tears come now.



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